Alright, so I'm thinking about life in general...the changes people make, the daily challenges, the stress, everything. Why do people feel the need to change? I don't understand at all...seems like as years go on you lose more and more of your friends because they've changed. I know I've changed a lot too, but for the better. I went to a graduation tonight and it almost made me cry, thinking about last year...saying goodbye to all my friends, and knowing that the next time I saw them...things would have already changed. You give a lot just to save your friendships with people, but in the end it may not work out just how you'd planned. Aside from everyone changing there's stress...people causing drama, having so much work to do, worrying about friends, worrying about family...it all piles on top of you it seems until you're ready to collapse. The past week of school I've had nothing but homework, 200 - 500 point projects due, study guides, papers, the mix...worrying about studying for finals, worrying about whether or not I'm going to pass. And then, on top of all of that...family...problems at home just don't seem to help out either, they just make it ten times worse. I mean I come home from school after having a bad day and people at home make my day even worse...why? And then, I can't get any of this off my chest because I can't talk to my friends...I don't want to bother my boyfriend with it because he's going through a lot right now too...so I just keep all of it bottled up inside until I'm ready to explode and then I'm so stressed out and ticked off that I snap on everyone and everything...

Okay, so this was just to get some stuff off my chest...it helped a little, so that's good...but anyway I think that's it for now.